Tuesday, October 6, 2009
A brief bit of NT Wright's thoughts on truth claims
Friday, September 11, 2009
Please pray
Saturday, August 8, 2009
My friend Rose
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Further reflection on HIV/AIDS
Monday, June 8, 2009
Dogs
I have a few stories I'd like to share. They all relate to dogs. And America. Let me explain.
During the 1994 genocide in Rwanda, between 800,000 and 1,000,000 people were murdered in 100 days. It's pretty complicated, and if you'd like a good idea of what happened and why, watch "Ghosts of Rwanda" on youtube. It is a documentary about the genocide in 10 minute segments. It might change your life (if you let it).
After our trip, we were in southwestern Uganda at a hotel debriefing our trip. We spent a lot of time just hanging out, but also a lot of time intentionally discussing the things we had just seen and the people we met in Rwanda. One of our small group discussion questions was "what was the most emotionally impacting experience of your time in Rwanda?" My answer was a section of Kigali Memorial Center dedicated to children who had been killed during the genocide. There were several pictures of individual children and under each picture was information like this:
Name: Mukamesi Laurence
Age: 7
Favorite food: chips
Favorite sport: football
Best friend: mom
Cause of death: shot in the head
Eseza's answer (a friend of mine and a Ugandan student at UCU) needs a bit of background. Of the Americans (aid workers, diplomats, missionaries, etc.) in Rwanda in early 1994, only one stayed during the genocide. All white people were quickly evacuated by their countries. There were enough foreign soldiers in Rwanda to evacuate white folk that they could have stopped about half of the murders. On the documentary mentioned above, there is a part where some Americans are shown getting into a military transport plane. The most emotionally impacting thing for Eseza was seeing these aid worker missionary folk evacuate their dogs. They did not take a single Rwandan, but they had space for their dogs. While she was talking she started crying and couldn't go on.
While I was in Kapchorwa, Uganda for a week, my host mom (who works for Compassion International) mentioned how kids' sponsors send letters to their kids and let them know how their lives are going, and sometimes people write about how much they love their dogs. My host mom couldn't understand how people could love a dog so much, and spend so much money on a dog, when these children that she loves, beautiful children, don't have food, basic health care, or clothes.
Last night I was watching TV with my parents and a luxury dog food commercial came on. I had just finished eating dinner and reading a World Vision mailing informing about the food crisis in northern Uganda. I left the room.
All this is to say, I waste so much love, so much money, so much time, so much of my life on so many stupid things when there are so many people--beautiful people with names and faces, best friends and family, favorite foods and sports--who are dying in genocides (Darfur), dying of hunger and thirst (northern Uganda), dying because they don't have access to clean water or simple medicines. I want to always question what I'm spending myself on.
I want to invite you to join your reality with my host mom's, with Eseza's. I want to gain an understanding that certain things about American culture are deeply absurb, and to gain the self-awareness to think critically about the way we live. I want to see things as they are. I want to value the truly valuable, I want to find beautiful that which is truly beautiful, I want to live for things worth living for. I don't want to waste myself. I don't want you to either.
The dog thing is just an example. I'm not condemning folks with dogs, I'm just trying to say that just because something goes unquestioned in our culture doesn't mean we shouldn't question it. Maybe dogs aren't worth having as pets when we could provide for children instead. Maybe a lot of what we do makes sense if nothing existed beyond our own homes.
Maybe there are a million things that we do that aren't worth doing.